I’ve been thinking alot lately about my goals for Pinehurst, which is my “A” race this season. It’s unlikely that I’ll make the podium at Pinehurst.

I figured that out a couple weeks before doing the Duke 1/2 race. At the time, I figured getting a sub 6 hour at Duke this year was more likely than getting a podium spot at Pinehurst. So, I skipped some key workouts in my Pinehurst plan to taper for Duke. Then the blazing heat at the Duke race threw a monkey wrench in my plans and I didn’t even make that goal.

I was supposed to peak last week in my Pinehurst plan, but was just too tired from Duke to get in quality workouts. The best laid plans…sacrificing my training plan for one race trying to make a goal for another race, and I probably won’t make either goal.

So, where does the Pinehurst goal stand? There were two super fast chicks signed up for Pinehurst before this week (whose names I recognize – there may be more). At best, I’d be fighting for third place. Now, one more super fast chick just registered. So, I’ll be fighting for fourth at best, against alot of fast chicks. So even fourth place is questionable. Is it even worth fighting for fourth place?

roadrunner03.gifI am fast, but I am not super fast (yet). I don’t know what it takes to make the jump from fast to super fast. I know my running is still my weakness. I have made progress there, but not enough to be super fast. Perhaps it’s just telling myself I can do it and mentally psyching myself up for a great performance. But, I’m wary to do that because I did that at the Duke 1/2 2007 race… I was so pumped up for that race, and so positive that I could make a 6 hour time that year. And, when I came in far off that goal, I was depressed for two days. Since then, I’ve been protective of my ego (yes, women have egos!) and I’ve been going into races not expecting too much, and sometimes surprising myself with a 3rd place finish.

If I had gone into those races expecting great things, what would have been the result? Maybe I do better with a lower bar because I am more relaxed. Then again, at White Lake Sprint (my best finish yet) I did go in with the expectation for a podium spot. And I got 1st place! Surely, Michael Phelps won 8 gold medals because he EXPECTED to and he fought for it.

Sometimes I wonder why I put alot of pressure on myself. In the grand scheme of things, triathlon is really not that important. thought.jpgIt’s alot more fun to just relax and do my best – which is what the heat forced me to do at Duke this year – and I had alot of fun there. But, it’s also a fantastic feeling to have my hard work rewarded with at trip to the podium.

So, what to do…I must formulate a goal that will make me strive for greatness, without being so far out of reach that I set myself up for disappointment. Still thinking on it…

I was curious how the Pinehurst course compares to other races I’ve done this year, and my normal running grounds (to the lake and back). So, I photoshopped the elevation profiles to compare. I still don’t know how I did so well on the bike course at Bandit’s without trashing my legs. Whereas at Lake Norman, I toasted my legs on the bike. I need to repeat what I did at Bandit’s at Pinehurst.

Bike Courses:
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Run Courses:

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